Ocean Deep

I hate the feeling, the unsecure feeling in searching something in life,
I want to just let my life to be like a glass bottle,
floating on the surface of the sea & let the wave to bring me somewhere, anywhere...
the ocean below's just too deep and complicated,
life would be far more easier if i don't take every little thing too seriously,
just be simple...
a big thanks to my dear friends, i can really share everything without have to hold back.... "huggies"=)

I found this song really nice, the lyrics are soft & beautiful

OCEAN DEEP
Love , can't you see I'm alone
Can't you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask
A little kindness in the night
Please don't leave me behind
No , don't tell me love is blind
A little love is all I askAnd that is all
Ooh love , I've been searchin' so long
I've been searchin' high and low
And little love is all I ask
A little sadness when you go
Maybe you'll need a friend
Only please don't let's pretend
A little love is all I askAnd that is all**
I wanna spread my wings
But I just can't flyAs a string of pearls
The pretty girls go sailin' by##
Ocean deep
I'm so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings
Solitary room
Ocean deep
Will I ever find a lover
Maybe he has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine
I'll keep
Ocean deep
Now , can't you hear when I call
Can't you hear the word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feelin' when we touch
Why am I still alone
I've got a heart without a home
A little love is all I askAnd that is all

life..

all this while i had been struggling within myself, all problems on relationships and beliefs and about life has come to me all at once..
it's all personal and seems ridiculous after i look back at it when time has passed,
it's just the expected experiences in life after all...
I must think more simple and relax and never think forward too much, life would be much easier if i didn't take every small things in life too seriously, right? Ha ha. :)
now gonna immerse myself in books-biology and chem and maths...