Far..far..

It's really not easy to blog regularly, the internet cafe's closed all this while and when the cafe finally reopens, the blogger.com lost connection after i finish typing a post ready to be published. hoo... It's really funny to find out blogger.com can lost connection with the server. My blog have been refused for so many times...haiz..
Really miss my sister after receiving photos from her after they ended their autumn holiday in Spain. Spain...seems a place really far away from me... What i know about Spain is just it's medditeranean climate and the very nice and peace deep blue sea..very nice...and clear. Why can't all the places in the world have unpolluted sea like this? Every drops of pure sea water... Really miss you, my sister. but why everytime wheen we chat through the phone, it's just quite hard to find our common interests topic....because of distance??..We seems to be so formal and just cant talk deep into the topics of our hearts...

Blog?

Normally people blog because they want their thoughts to be heard, and yes, i do want my thoughts to be shared, and perhaps get some comment from it. A blogsite should be a place that can let you let off steam when you face any angry, sad or unjust situation. All my blogs will be my personal feelings and opinions, however, in order not to offend someone or touch any sensitive issue, there's quite a lot of limits to adhere when i'm penning my thoughts...and sometimes things may be exaggerated, all bloggers have moral responsibility for what they write, should i continue to voice my thoughts on this platform, or maybe i blog in a very vague way? Here i apologise first if i happen to offend someone here in the future. =)

oh,finally....

Here it is, my first ever blog in my life. I finally able to snatch some time in this afternoon to create a blog spot personally for myself. I've been long wondering why some people are like 'can't live without blogging'. And now i know. It's actually such a good idea to keep your thoughts in words, i don't want my memories, good or bad, just pass by without any footprints. When you left no footprints, no way you can retrieve it, right? This reminds me about time, time pass by without leaving any track and for that time is life. Perhaps i can leave some of my memories here and keep it still, so that it doesn't fade along with time.
Whoo....my thoughts seems a bit solemn here isn't it. Ha ha. Recently my thoughts are quite complicated, exam is coming and i still didn't study much, sort of losing my 'ohm' in life. I gave a deep thought about this and myself. I realized that's actually not an old me. I used to be a student who's very obedient in school and i admit that i used to be a 'bookworm', all mylife's just about scoring good grades.. and good grades....Now i came to realized that life's actually more about love and relationship and family and friends. Life is life itself. but is this a good change, i don't know. Believe or not, i realized myself mature quite a lot since i came to study at shah alam. you once said to me not long ago, "you're different now..." "hoh? towards the good or bad?" i responded. "you're getting mature suddenly, and you talk differently now". Oh, you know your words had surprised me and stay so secure in my heart... feel surprise really, or maybe i used to be such a girl whose thought's always childish, and that's why i muture "suddenly". Ha. But i believe this is a good one, and thank God for that.
It's such a great moment last night to celebrate Weilin's birthday. Fun and full of jokes. But sorry to you guys ya who had been left out in the invitation list. I regret why i don't just sms and ask, really don't know how to explain to you guys. Apologies for that.... And wei lin, so happy to see your surprised face last night and may your birthday wish come true ! (although you seems so paise and didn't really make a wish, ha ha = )