Thursday, November 16, 2006

What is music to you?

Music is freedom that relentlessly exists
Freedom of speech
Freedom of thought
Freedom of creativity
Freedom of imagination

Music is ever soothingly healing
A bombardment of on-going expression of feelings

Music is a tool of unity
Always bringing people together as family
Hence be described as a mentor of spirituality

Music is magic
Performing its tricks
With sweet instrumental tones and lyrics
Emotionally captivating and positively distracting
Music is a form of beautiful art

Music is an angel
Singing out from the skies as she flies
Music is love
the food of all moods

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Get up...

Holidays...the pace's just so slow...so slow that make me so lag. Feel myself doing nothing all days. I can't find anything more interesting than online and movie. I even watched discovery for hours. Whoa.....sometimes feel bored until i feel myself so old. No, no, i'm just making myself boring because my mind thinks i'll be boring. Stop that ok?
I still remember, there's one line i heard which roughly means never stop doing things too long or you will lose the momentum to go on. Everyday should be organised and things should be prioritised or else you'll end up unproductive-uninterested-boring-sleeping. I know, i know, i'm just so lazy to do things i should do to achieve things i dreamt of. So, please get up and move on to do something ya...

Sunday, November 12, 2006

nasty...

...everyone has different mindset, and people with different level of wisdom really think differently. And ya, it's not easy to communicate with people with different mindset. Okay, it's not hard to 'communicate', but the topics of conversation will be 'nothing' to me. May be you'll think i'm so arrogant, so it's my fault. Ya, i don't know what 's wrong with me, but i just find it hard to be respectful. I didn't do anything but i've done something to one's feelings. who knows?

Friday, November 03, 2006

another half round

Whoa...still have to battle for one week, during the exam season, you can sense the power of exam, how it can influence every candidate’s life. Most people’s lifestyle will change entirely, we’ll do things we won’t do normally, and the most important thing is that we’ll give up doing things which we’ll normally do. The probability of me reading newspapers or story books decrease to almost <10% out of 100 during exam time, I just don’t have the mood to read even the interesting fiction or watch my favourite movie. I just want this season to be over faster. This semester’s going to end soon though. I’ve learned to enjoy life entirely as a student boarding outside home finally starting this semester and this semester seems to end a bit too fast for me. My ability to adapt to a new environment here is just so poor that I just really really start to settle myself comfortably this semester.
Hope this weekend will be a beautiful weekend.

Beautiful spain..


the nice blue sea...

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Far..far..


It's really not easy to blog regularly, the internet cafe's closed all this while and when the cafe finally reopens, the blogger.com lost connection after i finish typing a post ready to be published. hoo... It's really funny to find out blogger.com can lost connection with the server. My blog have been refused for so many times...haiz..
Really miss my sister after receiving photos from her after they ended their autumn holiday in Spain. Spain...seems a place really far away from me... What i know about Spain is just it's medditeranean climate and the very nice and peace deep blue sea..very nice...and clear. Why can't all the places in the world have unpolluted sea like this? Every drops of pure sea water... Really miss you, my sister. but why everytime wheen we chat through the phone, it's just quite hard to find our common interests topic....because of distance??..We seems to be so formal and just cant talk deep into the topics of our hearts...

Blog?

Normally people blog because they want their thoughts to be heard, and yes, i do want my thoughts to be shared, and perhaps get some comment from it. A blogsite should be a place that can let you let off steam when you face any angry, sad or unjust situation. All my blogs will be my personal feelings and opinions, however, in order not to offend someone or touch any sensitive issue, there's quite a lot of limits to adhere when i'm penning my thoughts...and sometimes things may be exaggerated, all bloggers have moral responsibility for what they write, should i continue to voice my thoughts on this platform, or maybe i blog in a very vague way? Here i apologise first if i happen to offend someone here in the future. =)

Monday, October 16, 2006

oh,finally....

Here it is, my first ever blog in my life. I finally able to snatch some time in this afternoon to create a blog spot personally for myself. I've been long wondering why some people are like 'can't live without blogging'. And now i know. It's actually such a good idea to keep your thoughts in words, i don't want my memories, good or bad, just pass by without any footprints. When you left no footprints, no way you can retrieve it, right? This reminds me about time, time pass by without leaving any track and for that time is life. Perhaps i can leave some of my memories here and keep it still, so that it doesn't fade along with time.
Whoo....my thoughts seems a bit solemn here isn't it. Ha ha. Recently my thoughts are quite complicated, exam is coming and i still didn't study much, sort of losing my 'ohm' in life. I gave a deep thought about this and myself. I realized that's actually not an old me. I used to be a student who's very obedient in school and i admit that i used to be a 'bookworm', all mylife's just about scoring good grades.. and good grades....Now i came to realized that life's actually more about love and relationship and family and friends. Life is life itself. but is this a good change, i don't know. Believe or not, i realized myself mature quite a lot since i came to study at shah alam. you once said to me not long ago, "you're different now..." "hoh? towards the good or bad?" i responded. "you're getting mature suddenly, and you talk differently now". Oh, you know your words had surprised me and stay so secure in my heart... feel surprise really, or maybe i used to be such a girl whose thought's always childish, and that's why i muture "suddenly". Ha. But i believe this is a good one, and thank God for that.
It's such a great moment last night to celebrate Weilin's birthday. Fun and full of jokes. But sorry to you guys ya who had been left out in the invitation list. I regret why i don't just sms and ask, really don't know how to explain to you guys. Apologies for that.... And wei lin, so happy to see your surprised face last night and may your birthday wish come true ! (although you seems so paise and didn't really make a wish, ha ha = )